oh yea.
finally,
gooodbye to Student Ambassador (:
i dont know whether should i go YAY or boo ):
ok nvm. they have already given me a lot of chances but i just refused to add in more events to my already tight schedule. hoho.
let it go ~
i shall concentrate on SIT Cypher! (:
maybe it is a good thing that i am out of SA. because SA system has changed. and i guess it will become more political? haha. and i hate political issues. SA will no longer be like a family? we shall see. so..
best wishes to those who are still in SA! (:
[EDIT]
haven't been feeling happy recently.
or rather, i have been sad for the past few days.
actually, i dont know whether i should post this. because it have been kept within me and its
getting out of control.
i dont understand why guys, their ego.
to me, it is totally intolerant.
i know i am stupid.
i know i am slow.
i know i am blur.
but i am still a girl who
wishes for her bf to sayang her.
wishes for her bf to "hong" her when she is upset.
wishes for her bf to give in to her.
wishes for her bf to surprise her.
wishes for her bf to give her lovee.
wishes for her bf to send her flowers occassionally.
you said you treat me well.
but if i would choose, i would rather you treat me well in terms of those abovee i have listed.
and not buying things for me, paying things for me.. these arent what i wish for more than those listed on top. i know you will say that i am a typical girl who wants her bf to "hong", "give in", buy roses. but i am those type of typical girl who only wishes for a simple love. i know that you are temperamental, impatient and you have your ego. but i would just love it if you stop scolding me over minute matters. be more patient with me as you know i am slow. i will really be happy. i feel sad whenever you scold me over minute matters. do you know? whenever we quarrel, you always feel that you are right. maybe it is just your ego that refuses to admit. end up, i will have to give in and apologize instead.
sighs. [/EDIT]
love me for a reason;
let the reason be lovee.
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