Y Sunday, November 19, 2006
why dont you think of it another way.
why am i treating you like this suddenly?
why do i want the "break" suddenly?

its all because of your huge ego that i cant handle anymore.
i have already told you that your ego is so huge that whenever we quarrel, i am always the one that apologises first, you always think that you are right! and this time we quarrelled over a stupid plate of veggie. you are always making me do things that you like. cant you just love me for who i am? LOVING SOMEONE IS LOVING WHO HE/SHE IS. get it?

you are right. my love for you is not as strong as before. why?
your ego is way too big that we always turn out quarrelling over SMALL matters.
and i totally hate quarrelling!
and your ego is totally me turn off.

i am just so tired that you are making me do things that you like.
go and reflect on it.

who says i dont miss you or not even sad over this whole thing?
do you even know how i cry myself to sleep ?
do you even know how much i missed those happy days together?

whenever i am alone. my mind runs wild.

i have never thought of breaking up with you. i just want a break.
you know what hurts me?

when you said "how am i suppose to love you more?" before we separated to class. so does eating a plate of veggie got to do with loving me??

go reflect.

8:50 PM

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