So now we are back to square one.
But i feel that getting back to square one with you remaining silent wont help much.
It took me so much courage to text you a simple "i miss you." after all that had happened.
I have talked to many of my friends about it. Most of them were telling me to give up, why hold on to a heartless creature..".
And my mind debated. One part was telling me to give up. The other was telling me to hold on and is reluctant to give up. My mind went wild. That my friend said that i looked like a soulless human.
I skipped school today. Supposed to go ECP. I wanted to go back there to relive the sweet memories. The day i will never forget. But the plan backfired. Due to my dearest friends.
But wherever i go, you have never left my mind. Even playing pool, memories flew back.
I broke a promise of yours. I am so sorry about it. But i will definitely fulfill it soon.
You have this special girl always kept in your heart. How can a girl not be sensitive over it what more you are still in contact with her. Ask any girl. I am sure they will have the same reactions. Perhaps you wont understand what girls think. Or perhaps i have a very low sense of security.
And now, decisions were made.
Back to square 1.
Hopefully things will turn out good.
And hopefully, my decision will stand firm.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feelingI would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without youIf you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feelingI would hold your hand and look in your eyesAnd you know I'd never let you go
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