unstyled-

2007-11-07T03:49:00.000+08:00

omgosh. she sang all my favourite song! She also sang loving you luh. great voice! <33

2007-10-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

These are the pics taken on the way to vivo! ((:

2007-10-07T11:14:00.000+08:00

30th Sept was a new start for me.
It was a mutual break and peaceful one.
Thank god for it.

5th October was another day in powerhouse.
attendees: me, genevieve, wynne, lydia, farouk, jayne, stan, keith and his 2 friends.
girls - dresses.
guys - semi-formal.
That night was ...
Dont wish to describe it.
I felt like puking.
But I didnt.
So I was feeling uncomfy all the way home.
I just dont understand why some guys just doesnt know how to behave.
When they know that they are rather out of the league,
They ought to be man and leave.
grr. tsk tsk.

okay. enough of fun.
time to get serious.
):

back to what I'm used to be.
and I love.

2007-09-05T04:09:00.000+08:00

Yes yes. I know I haven been updating my blog religiously.
It is not I don't have the time.
But I am just plain lazy to update! muahaha.
But due to complaints, I shall. ((:

Hmm. It's now the 2nd week of my holidays.
1st week was packed with chalet and outings!
Had W66P chalet on the first week and IT WAS GOOOOD! ((:
20plus people turned up for the BBQ la.
Our fac, Julian was so nice to drive us around to buy our food!
Drove us to our chalet.
And somemore drove out again to buy alcohol!
What more he paid like half of the bill.

Then Mervin, our dearest SIT director,
came and STARTED the fire for us!
ROFL. We felt bad that he sponsored us satays and 50 bucks for prawns,
and he have to start the fire for us. =\
So we took over but he continued. ._.

As for me, a dodo in all these,
Sat down and chat with my mates.
Played mahjongg! ((:
I won 5bucks okay!
But I ate little. Cause was playing mahjong most of the time.
Haha.

Then was the drinking session.
We played games and everyone went highhhhhh. Laughs.
We bought Dry gin and Bacardi with coke, sprite and green tea as mixers.
BUT IT WASNT ENOUGH! HAHA.
So WE CABBED OUT to whitesand and bought another bottle of Jim bean. Laughs.
Thats when the kick came in. Everyone went crazy and RED! hahaha.
We were so noisy that someone complained about us! Haha.

Oh yes. Before the drinking session,
we went to have a nightswim with our clothes on! Haha.
And stupid Wynne Sor pushed me down into the poool unknowingly!
Roar.
But we were chased out after a while by the guards! Haha.

All in all, the chalet was good and I love it plenty! ((:

Pics for the chalet!

Thats our view from our seaview bungalow! So pretty right! ((:

Mervin Beng cooking his satays!

Our BBQ pit!

Thats Jane and Wynne! Jane came so late la! at 10pm can. Roar.

Candid shot!

Our class photo! ((:

From left: Wynne, Joey, Me and Genevieve.

There are many more pics. But too many to be uploaded! Alright thats all for our chalet.

Oh yes. recently I haven been working much.
I want to relax and enjoy my holidays before my school starts!
((:
AND I CHECKED MY GRADES ALREADY!
I HAVE GOT C FOR MY FYP I la.
SAD.
All because I said something wrong,
I have been DOWNGRADED! SAD. ):
If not, a B will be possible. BAH.

Oh. I met up with EVON HO finally.
For KBOX. ((:
My ultimate love.
Haha.

And time to meet up with Jayne and SF! haha.
Oh oh oh. I've got my new wallet!
from Burberry.
Nice nice. love it plenty. ((:

Lalala. I love my hols. Bumming around and out with friends. ((:

hello blogger, I'm back! (:

2007-08-20T11:45:00.000+08:00

Decided to change back to blogger due to complaints saying that tagging my livejournal is rather a hassle. ._.

And the template is much nicer in blogger anyways.

School holidays are just around the corner. In three days time!
Hooray for holidays! ((:

And I got a nintendo DS lite. ((:
Black in colour.
Didnt know metallic red is out.
If not I would have gotten that. Blahh.
But I still like it a lot.
Currently addicted to it. ((:

W66P's chalet is nearing too.
Its just this week.
And we haven preorder the BBQ food yet!
Oh my stingray! ):

2007-06-14T04:57:00.000+08:00

MOVED!! ((:

http://the-unstyled.livejournal.com

Relink me please. Thanks! ((:

2007-06-11T02:23:00.001+08:00

Sunday is all about

Meeting Evon and her friend Huiting
for KBOX.
heh.

Then was prata with Jayne&Stan.

Then Home Sweet Home.

Yadayada.

Starting work tomorrow.
Wonder how's the working situation right now.
Blah.

I was throwing a slight tantrum on baby just now.
Blah.
Sorry baby.
It's just my sense of insecurity acting up again.
Just know that iloveyou alright?
I cant wait for Monday! ((:

-Smiles.

2007-06-10T03:07:00.000+08:00

080607.
1958.
These numerials i will never forget.
Etched in my heart.
Forever.

((:

P.S: Will upload the pics taken during my first week of hols soon. (:

2007-06-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

Whee.
Guess what?
Its Friday! (:
The long-awaited day has finally come!
heh.

Read Jiang's blog. She is also another lucky girl whose the bf dote on her so much. (:
And yes. Meeting up is also what I have always been hoping for. The four of us to meet up and catch up on what we have missed together. People do mistakes once in a while. One should learn how to forgive and forget. What more we had so much memories together. I doubt one mistake or rather a misunderstanding should cause the friendship to be written off just like that. I believe we can get together again. Although we won't be as close as before, but at least better then the current situation. (:
Hopefully things will work out. -smiles.

Okays. Time to prepare for the BBQ + Camp. (:
He will be reaching my house in like 45minutes time. ((:

Poof.

2007-06-07T04:43:00.000+08:00

I think I have fallen in love with watching Korean dramas and movies.
They are really nice to watch.
Just like the movie A Millionaire's First Love that I have just watched,
It is a sad yet sweet romantic love story.
It got me so emotional and cried throughout the whole movie.
This movie is damn good.
Trust me. High ratings given too.
A must watch! (:
I will leave a few links here for those movies I have watched and are nice too.
Watch them even if you're busy! ((:

A Millionaire's First Love

Part ONE
Part TWO

100 Days with Mr. Arrogant

Part ONE
Part TWO
Part THREE

Crunchyroll is a trusted site. No worries. (:

2007-06-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

Oh yes.
I forgot to blog about this.

I read my sister's blog. (The younger one).
I feel that she is a really good liar.
I mean she lies to me, my mum.
All her entry sounds suicidal.
Tsk tsk.
I think I better talk to her more.
And can you believe it?
She got a BOYFRIEND when she is only 12plus going on 13?
HMM.

I really have the urge to change her.
To be a better person.
In terms or character and looks.
She is fat by the way.
I don't exactly know what have she been eating all these years that made her this fat. Laughs.
But I know that she will be prettier when she slim down. Like how pretty she was when she was young.
HAHA.

& I feel so occupied. My hols ain't like hols to me.
Darn FYP.
I don't know how to plan my schedule! Roar.

2007-06-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

I was a walking zombie today.
I napped on the train on my way to school.
And I thought I will miss my stop.
But I didn't! (:

Reached school.
Was feeling moody.
Must be the lack of sleep.
Stupid FYP.
Saw Jane and Tricia darlingg at the canteen! ((:
Made me happier at least.
Received Cool water perfume from genevieve.
The first perfume I loved.
Thanks girl. ((:

Went home to leave my laptop at home before heading to town.
But Jayne wasn't ready yet.
So I took a short nap while waiting for her. HAHA.
Dammit. Accidentally, My short nap became a LONG nap.
Supposed to meet Jayne at 610. I know she called me a few times.
And the whole time I was like half-asleep! Laughs.
So I practically forgot what Jayne said on the phone. =x
Woke up at 7 or 7plus. Panicked. Laughs.
Faster wash up and rush to meet Jayne and Stan.
Took train. And! Can you believe it. I actually missed my STOP!
I was listening to music and stoning away, And i was looking at the people around me too. I starred blankly at the crowd when it was Dhoby Ghaut without realizing I have reached. Then I woke up upon hearing the "Next stop, City Hall Interchange..."
BLAH. I swore to myself silently. How can I actually miss my stop WHEN I AM ALREADY SO LATE AND I AM LIKE RUSHING?! DAMMIT.
Laughs.
Jokes man.

But retail therapy soothe my nerves. (:
I bought 2 tops from topshop today! ((:
YAYS.
But I am still not done luh.
Still have shopping trip with darling Jane and Tricia! ((:
Wheeeee.

TOMORROW supposed to meet up with Lee Xing Fang Hazel Michelle for lunch and catch up! But she didn't confirm with me. So blah. I don't know what to do tomorrow.

And I so can't wait for FRIDAY! (:
BBQ + Camping over at East Coast.
Whee. With me&him, Jayne&Stan, Jes and hopefully Sherry&Rachel. Whee.
I can't wait.
Like totally! -SMILES MADLY.

2007-06-06T05:39:00.000+08:00

It is 5.39am in the morning and i don't know why am i still doing here.
I am feeling goddamn emo.
It must be the movie's fault.
Watched 200 pounds beauty again.
Haha.

I missed those secondary school life seriously.
Not all.
But most.
PZ and Danielle. (Lost friendship)
Jiang, Cherinee, Jayne and me - The clique.
Those days when i had my bestfriend - Pet. (Supposed to meet up never get to)
Those days when i had sucha great hubby - KY. (: (Lost-Touch)

I still remember how the clique used to be so fun together.
Although we have many disagreements and quarrels,
I still love them a lot.
And now everyone is like separated.
Left me and Jayne.
Tsk tsk.
In the past, we got attached at a different time and always question ourselves when will the four of us ever be attached together at the same time. And we even bet who will get attached first and all. laughs.
Now that everyone is attached except for me.
I am happy for them. (:
And this time i am pretty sure that all four of us will be attached at the same time. (:

But the thing is,
Things will never be the same again.
Many futile dreams.

Blah. So emo hor.
Cant stand it.
I am off to sleep.
BLAH.
Bless me with sweet dreams (:

2007-06-06T02:25:00.000+08:00

WHEE.

Happy girl. (:

Bought myself so many stuff today luh. ((:
A wallet from GUESS,
A pouch from fossil,
A knitwear from ZARA,
A pair of shorts from ZARA too.

whee.
AND I AM STILL NOT DONE SHOPPING. -SMILES.
So many things i have not buy yet.
Roar.
List is too long to fulfill. ):
And today i spend 170bucks like that.
And i wonder how much will i spend tmr. ):
Blahh.

And my LE COQ bag is not on sales! hurr.
70bucks. blah.
Sad.
But i am already satisfied with what i have bought today. ((:

And another shopping trip tomorrow! (:
Can't wait.
And FYP tmr.
BOOS.

2007-06-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

MAJOR UPDATE! (:

My self-declared holidays started on the first of june.
Had berries gathering and also to celebrate jane darling's 19th! (:
Supposed to have steamboat. But i guess due to the bad weather we changed our location to Pizza Hut! (:
Ate the Crispy Thin Crust Pizzas. yummy. Sweet and Spicy drumlets! (:
We managed to surprise Jane with the birthday cake. heh.
Then suggested to sing K. But no one wants except Jeff.
So the girls shopped instead. (:
whee. GUESS having 50% off sales. I found the wallet that i like! but dont have the colour that i want. ):

BLAHH. But i have so many things in mind to buy.
Guess wallet or Le Coq bag?
Should i be greedy and buy both or just buy one.
pouts. ):

Yesterday i am supposed to meet jayne and stan to do some shopping.
But my mum asked me to eat dinner with her. So i decided to be good and eat with her.
Went AMK! The place we wanted to eat is like darn far. We got lost halfway through though. Met Sherry and her gf there. lols. finally i got to see how her gf looks like. (:
After eating, went AMK hub to shop shop.
AMK Hub is so much better then TPY Hub. At least there are more shops there.
I bought a new shoe! ((: mummy pays for it.
And i got a new phone too! mummy pays for it too. ((:
nokia 6300. blah. i didnt know my mum is going to get it for me. If not i would have chosen a better one. haha. But i like that phone though. and wanted mummy to use it, as her phone is rather old already. But she doesnt want to. Blah. Spent too much time in AMK hub that it was too late to do shopping with jayne. haha.

Then went back TPY to meet him. (:
Jayne and Stan too. Sat and talk for awhile.
Then was home sweet home. ((:
I want to go sing song!
I want to go shoppping!
TMR TMR jayne yong.
Lets pray that James will be here today.
Muahahha.

LOVES. (:

2007-05-29T10:42:00.000+08:00

Life has been hectic recently.
From school work to work to family problems.

Celebrated his birthday on Saturday.
He spoiled my plan for the day! ):
But nevertheless i had fun. (:

Then was work at 6pm to 11pm.
Then went KBox with Evon, Gene and Kenny till 6am.
And i must say that me and Gene are the last man and woman standing! (:
Evon and Kenny are lousy.
They dozed off halfway through. Haha.
[EDIT] OH YA i forgot to say! how badly abused i was by them! roar. they pinch and bite me la! GENE AND EVON. ONE SIDE EACH. pain. ): [/EDIT]
Then Gene and Evon asked me to help them out in the morning shift and so i did after considering awhile. work starts at 11am and ends at 7pm!
Was so lethargic. Almost died halfway through work. What more there arent enough manpower during the evening to night.

And i thought that once i am home,
I am able to pigg my night through! BUT i was wrong.
Mum woke me up from my sleep telling me that my younger sister went missing and doesnt want to come home and insist of staying over at her friend's house. So mum and i went over Toa Payoh to find her but to no avail. ): What more we found out from her friends that she met up with 2 NS guys. Which left us even more paranoid and worried. What can i say man. She is getting way too rebellious. Even worst then me! Imagine getting the last few position for her mid years in her entire sec 1 level. Baffled was the word when my mum told me. Her grades have been good, no thanks to her friend who led her astray who is leading her to self destruction. tsk tsk.
But luckily we managed to get her home and the two older sisters have to talk to her till 2 plus. Where everything ended.
So i only managed to get back to sleep around then.
And now i have to assist in my sister's academic. Boos. I dont know how to help cause what i have learnt i have actually literally throw back to all my teachers already. haha.

Blah. Was so tempted to skip school today so that i will have a longer holidays! But i decided to be good and go to school. heh. And i will be work later after school. Sort of regretted giving my schedule for today. But nvm. Work for money for GSS! *smiles. (:

And i am so envious of my friends!
Tricia darling have got sweet appetizer, sweeter main course from her bf.
Jane darling have got her never ending pampering from her boyfriend. *(P.S she've got such a cute puppy maltese for her 2nd bdae present from the boyfriend!)
Jayne dearest have got her never ending sweetness from her girlfriend who is loving her every minute and second. BLAHH.

AND MINE?!
so envious. haha.
Blah.
I am so tired now. I guess once i fall asleep on the table later, i sure fall asleep! haha. BLESS ME! (:

2007-05-25T14:27:00.000+08:00

Guess what i ate for breakfast today.
- Dan Dan noodle
- Nutri - Soy (:

And Guess what i ate for lunch today.
- Chocolate waffle
- Strawberry + Blueberry yogurt
- Tasty Chicken Chunk with mayonnaise and chilli

omgoshh. from the above i guess i have just gained 5 kg. ):
SAD. I am so very fat now.
Sweet + heavy indulgence.
They are lovely.
They are tantalizing.
BUT they are GETTING me fat.
My appetite is increasing.
Someone is coming to my doorstep.
Soon.
Boo.

2007-05-24T14:56:00.000+08:00

DISCLAIMER: THIS POST MAY CONSIST OF MANY TYPOS DUE TO LAPTOP SCREEN PROBLEM. PLEASE BEAR WITH IT. THANK YOU.

Yes.As what i have said above, my school's laptop screen is curretnyl having some problem. Therefore, I am just typing blindly. Blah.

Speaking of laptop, MY FUJITSU LAPTOP IS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL. roar. I dont know when am i ever going to get it back.
and GOODNEWS!hols is coming ONCE AGAIN! =D But that doesnt mean holiday for me. This 2 weeks break is gonna filled with FYP, FYP and MORE FYP. I dont even know whether i wil have the time to work. ):

AND GREAT SINGAPORE SALES IS HERE! omgomgomggggggggggggg.
I WNANA GO SHOPPING! wheeeeeeeee.
SHOPPING ANYONE?! (:

i want to buy many many new things!
Hopefully my finance permits me so.
Bleah.

I wanna go sing song! i cant wait. (:
i wanna go shopping! i cant wait. (:
i want more money! i cant wait for my pay to come.
I dont want to do fyp ):
STRESS STRESS STRESS.
Boo.

2007-05-21T09:26:00.000+08:00

Oh my.
I forgot to give him morning call at 830 today.
And he is late for school. My bad. ):
Blahh.

Staff meeting yesterday.
And the cafe will be undergoing renovation soon. (:
Went acid bar with colleagues after meeting.
Played some games.
And i thought being the quietest is the safest.
BUT I STILL KENNA in the end.
NO THANKS TO EVON CHEE.
EVON CHEE, i know you will be reading this.
THANKS AH FRIEND. roar.
muahaha.

Back to school.
Stomach feeling unwell this morning.
Hopefully nothing happens later. (:

2007-05-20T16:15:00.001+08:00

Aries - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:

You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later.You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.

Your ideal partner:

A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

Your dating style:

Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.

Your seduction style:

Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:

Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

Best color to attract mate: Red

Best day for a date: Tuesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

I did this while I was so very bored.
Well. I only find certain parts true.

"You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had." - BAHA. I so agree with it. I always want my boyfriend to feel that i am his best girlfriend in his entire life! (:

"Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased." - My my. Is that true? I have never done that before though.

lmao.
but nevertheless,

iloveyou. (:

2007-05-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

Blah.
Feeling sick.
Vomited twice yesterday.
All the foood i ate yday went into the toiletbowl.
Boo.
The feeling sucks. Hate it.
And skipped school today.
Decided to be goood and do my project. Found the solution.
But it doesnt seem to work. ):

BLAH.

Thanks everyone who have showed concern. love you all. (:

And I've realised how despicable some guys can be.
Hate two-timers and guys who goes-for-sex-and-dump-you-the-next-day to the ultra max.
An incident which befalls on my friend reminded me of an incident which happens to me.
But i am just lucky that my situation aint as bad as hers.
Bah.

2007-05-14T15:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday 120507

Went shopping! (:
bought many stuff.
But i am never satisfied with it.
I want to buy the le coq bag that i saw in wallet shop. =\
Blah. But i love shopping with him. smiles. (:
After shopping, watched 28 weeks later.
Gosh. never expected myself to watch it. so gore! omgoshh.
I will practically covering my eyes the whole time. =\
And he actually enjoys watching them. What a saddist.

Sunday 130507

Happy mother's day! (:
Went to my grandma's house! BUFFET and STEAMBOAT.
But i didnt eat the buffet. only the steamboat. yummmy.
Love the sambal chilli that my grandma makes. I missed it so much.
Pool with my cousins after that.
And camwhore! (:

Micro-economics is such a bore.
Oh yes. I cut my fringe! (:
Like finally. After so long, i have decided to cut them.
heh. side bangs! (:
i love.

Falling in love with you is just the sweetest thing on earth. (:

2007-05-08T09:16:00.000+08:00

I AM EARLY FOR SCHOOL TODAY! =D
GUESS WHAT TIME I REACHED SCHOOL?
8.33AM!
And i am proud of it. haha.
All thanks to my dearest darlinggs, jane and tricia! (:
So sweet of them to think of calling me everyday to wake me up.
And I didnt know about it. Awww. So sweet. Love them loads! (*=

My laptop is dying on me. Roar.
I need a new laptop.
Sony VAIO? friends says it spoil easily.
But I like. So nice. =\

System analysis is giving me a huge headache. gosh.
I am stuck at sequence diagram. Blahh.
FYP FYP FYP.
My facilitator have yet approved my PP.
Gosh. So many workloads.
Stressed. ):

School is slow and boringg.
But nevertheless,
I'm going to meet him today! (:
Keeps me going and looking forward. =D
LOVES.

2007-05-07T15:03:00.000+08:00

Lesson is so so boring.
So i went to blog hop.
Came upon this.

http://www.iStrology.com/love/?o=838558376

Try this. To test your compatibility with your loved ones.
Its so damn accurate! (:

2007-05-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

Shall stop thinking.
And start doing my freaking System Analysis which has to be handed up by wednesday.
Blahh.

POOF.

2007-05-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

Finally after 2 weeks,
we've met.
It has been long though.
But when i met you,
it feels as if it is the first date.
But after today, I am sure about my feelings. (:
Watched spidey 3 today. whee. love my bf! He shoots webs. <3

And i've got donuts from donut factory today! yummy! Thoughts appreciated. (:
And i've got a cold remedy from weihao today. Thanks! Appreciated too. (:

blah.

And last but not least,
I cant wait to go to the UK funfair with you. (:

ilu alfred wong. =*

2007-05-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

Everyone is falling sick.
I think I've got the flu bug.
Spidey 3 is finally out. I can't wait to watch.
My bf! The masked one.
Have work later. Don't know whether I can take it.
Blah.

Show me you truly love,
Show me you truly care,
Show me you truly want.

Words are just words. Actions speak louder then words.

Cause I ain't seeing anything at all.

2007-04-29T04:35:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.
WHEN WILL MY PAY COME?
I CANT WAIT.

BLAH.

2007-04-29T02:32:00.000+08:00

You do not know how I exactly feel.
You do not know what went through my mind when i read your blog.
Do not put words in my mouth.
I am an emotional being.

I am not a person with no memories.
I do remember those memories spent with you.
I am not that heartless.
Who knows I always tear and feel so emo after reading your blog?
Who knows memories flew back when I go to places we have been to?
Who knows how I exactly feels?
I am a person who keep things to herself.

Everything is just too late to return to our past.
Its not that I want to be heartless or treating you coldly.
There are reasons why I am doing that.
Cause I feel that being heartless is the only way that you can forget about me. Or perhaps hate me. Cause I feel that you deserve a love much better then mine. Hopefully you can find someone who have more patience then I do. Hopefully you have learn how to love, cherish your loved ones, so in future you will make use of it better and not let her suffer.

I read this quote from one of my friend's blog and I shall quote it here.
Its rather meaningful.

"You gotta -:
*- hurt in order to know,
*- fall in order to grow,
*- lose in order to gain,
COZ most of life lessons are learned in pain."

It's so true. Cause I am actually experiencing it now.

Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for your mopiko.
Thank you for your chocolate waffle.
Thank you for the huge surprise you gave me for my birthday.
Thank you for everything. It's too much to be listed.
I am actually happy with what I have now.
Although things may seem to be on the rocky side,
I am just trying to stay positive although I have been hurt so much this time.

I am sorry if i have made you worry so much, I know you care a lot for me.
I am sorry if i have hurt you so badly.

We can of course still be friends. But I cant guarantee it will be the same as year one.
I will try my best though. Just give me time. We can still meet up for lunch or something.
(:

[EDIT] Oh yea. Your song is good. I like it. Keep it up. (: [/EDIT]

Blah. okays. Work is hell today.
Annoying customers who keep insisting of having sofa seats, pressing for their orders.
screwed. They are testing my patience.

Whatever.

I got another quote from my friend. I shall quote it here once more.

"Love is not finding the perfect person, but finding the imperfect person perfect."
and i am loving him. (:

2007-04-28T03:40:00.000+08:00

My day started with a (:

During the day it was ):
I almost break down many times. But i fought back my tears.

But my day ended with a (:!

Love is just so weird. It's filled with many (: s and ): s.

And hopefully my day tmr will be filled with (: s!

Lets hope this shall be the last obstacle to our everlasting happiness (:

2007-04-27T15:46:00.000+08:00

So after all I am still not ready.
It just hurt so much though.
I don't know what I can do.
I am just trying my best to stay positive.

BLAH.

and i hate it.

2007-04-27T02:03:00.000+08:00

Night world.
Night baby.
The weather is so cold tonight.

if only you were here.

2007-04-25T03:16:00.000+08:00

So now we are back to square one.
But i feel that getting back to square one with you remaining silent wont help much.
It took me so much courage to text you a simple "i miss you." after all that had happened.
I have talked to many of my friends about it. Most of them were telling me to give up, why hold on to a heartless creature..".
And my mind debated. One part was telling me to give up. The other was telling me to hold on and is reluctant to give up. My mind went wild. That my friend said that i looked like a soulless human.
I skipped school today. Supposed to go ECP. I wanted to go back there to relive the sweet memories. The day i will never forget. But the plan backfired. Due to my dearest friends.
But wherever i go, you have never left my mind. Even playing pool, memories flew back.

I broke a promise of yours. I am so sorry about it. But i will definitely fulfill it soon.

You have this special girl always kept in your heart. How can a girl not be sensitive over it what more you are still in contact with her. Ask any girl. I am sure they will have the same reactions. Perhaps you wont understand what girls think. Or perhaps i have a very low sense of security.

And now, decisions were made.
Back to square 1.
Hopefully things will turn out good.
And hopefully, my decision will stand firm.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
And you know I'd never let you go

2007-04-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

I am starting to lose it.
It is starting to pain.
Tears welled up my eyes.
But i managed to control.
Everything was within my expectation.
Therefore i was so afraid.

Maybe its just me.
Maybe its just you.
I don't know.
I am rather confused.
I really do not know what to do.

Intoxicate me.
Perhaps i will feel better that way.

The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost.

2007-04-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

*140407

Went escape with zixin, pris, samuel, justin and weijie.
And whee. we had fun. And of course we felt like vomitting too.
Luckily i havent eaten anything before the rides.
If not, things will get messy!
Took a lot of photos on that day.
Shall let the pictures do the talking! (:

Welcome to ESCAPE! (:

This is the ride that made me almost puke.
haha. oh yea. i took this picture of justin.

cool right! heh. Then after that we went fisherman village for dinner!
This is what we've ordered.

only 3 dishes and it cost us 35bucks! Then it was home sweet home after that. (:

time to go. SCHOOL HAS ENDED! wheeeee.

oh yea. last but not least,

till then! (:

2007-04-17T09:53:00.000+08:00

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind.

2007-04-12T04:06:00.000+08:00

And so i am back from my camp!
Whee.
Finally i am back to my comfy bed.
Have been sleeping on hard grounds for the past few days.

Camped in school with darling jane and tricia, hazel, felicia, kaile, kenneth, ah wee, sean and nicholas with many other year 3s, 2s, and the freshmen! And obviously it had been a successful one with many campers that turned up on that day!

Oh yes. The part which i enjoyed most is definitely the party we had on the 3rd day. It was rather unique because the theme was School Uniform!

This is my darling tricia!

And i see many potential clubbers amongst the freshmen! ha.
School is starting really soon. And i am a freaking nocturnal. Omgosh. Save me.
And! I am happy! because i will be in the same class as jane for 1 of my module and hazel for another of my module. Whee.
And i have decided to work really hard for this year because i have to pull my grade up to 3 at least! roaar.

Work hard mj! and stop being late for school! ):

2007-04-08T23:08:00.001+08:00

I feel like blogging.
But i am way too tired to blog.
And i have many things to say.

Another day perhaps.
Bleah.

2007-04-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

Humans are really weird that i am starting to get baffled by the fact.

I dont understand how sensitive a person can be.
Like asking a random question can become a sensitive question.
To the extend that he/she thinks that it is rather fake.
I have never have anything against him/her.
To think that i have actually thought of getting back to where we have lost in the past.
I guess it is just so impossible.
I guess it will remain like this for some time.
Or maybe forever.
Fake friends? Fake smiles?
I dont see it.

Humans are just so sensitive. Or rather, i should say. Humans are sensitive depending on their characteristics and personality.

But i should say that i am rather disappointed about what he/she is thinking.
So missing him/her is rather useless.
I should just forget about it.

This entry is rather blant.
But i cant take it anymore.
I just need somewhere to rant.
Thats all.

2007-04-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

true true.

try it for yourself.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

till then.

2007-04-05T17:03:00.001+08:00

and i am falling in love with this song.

<3

2007-04-04T04:07:00.000+08:00

currently at maestro.
moood was damn bad.

and i wish you can stop saying that again.

2007-03-28T06:53:00.000+08:00

Met Jervis on the 26th.
Watched Bean.
Hilarious movie, a must watch!
It got my stomach cramped.
I don't mind watching it again.
Heh.

Next to East Coast for supper.
Stingray (: , a disgusting plate of veggie, Prawn omelette, Salad youtiao, Satays!
Sinful supper. tsk.

Then we went "fishing".
Walked to this jetty. ( Bedok Jetty? )
A sky filled with many stars.
Pretty pretty.
In the end, it was a surprise for me.
He "scammed" me. It was a birthday cake.
When i thought he was taking out the bait.
Sweet Surprise. (:

And and! I learnt something new!
I learned how to drive! wheeeee.
Fun fun. Blahhs.

Then headed to Changi Airport and we got lost.
Finally found our way and sat down at CoffeeBean to chill.
PURE CHOCOLATE!
YUMMMMMMMMY.

Then Home Sweet Home.
Had fun.
Enjoyable night.
(:

---

And I dont know what am i suppose to feel because is this all just to make me guilty?
And so thats what you mean by love? Maybe i should stop reading his blog. Blahh.

---

And i dont understand why does he have to keep pushing me to him. ROAR!

---

Dont understand what i am typing?
Go figure.

2007-03-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

Skyride.
Beautiful sunset.
Sakae Sushi.
Sandy Beach.

It was another unforgettable night. (:

2007-03-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

Its not that you got back none in return.
Its just that its all too late.

Remember how i used to sacrifice.
Remember how i used to put in so much effort.
Remember how i used to commit.
But all i've gotten back was disappointment.
I always apologise when you asked me to even when you are the one at fault.
I never give up when you were so..

Loving someone doesn't mean having them.
Hopefully you will understand my point.
Maybe you don't.

Perhaps thats where our miscommunication lies.

Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

2007-03-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday to myself! (:

Met Jane and Tricia on the 21st then met weihao and his friends.
Met Jayne, dine and co. on the 22nd.
Supposed to meet Adam and Raf for steamboat as celebration today but last min postpone.
Tmr i am going to meet him. (:
Meeting Jervis on the 26th.

Blah.

I love the presents i have received so far. Thanks darlings.

And for you,
I really appreciate what you've done and I am happy. It is really sweet and all. Thanks for everything.
If you really love me, let me go.
Sorry. I cant be the one for you anymore.

Blah. My stomach feeling so funny. I need to fart.

POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! =x

2007-03-20T07:39:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN!
2 days more to the big 19th!

2007-03-20T07:23:00.000+08:00

May god pity me for what i've gone through this holiday and grant me a Happy 19th.

+++

It was a sweet, memorable night. The night i will never forget. <3

+++

Perhaps maybe there is only 1 person that truly understands what i am going through. Thanks Jervis for your ears that day. I promise i will get out of it real soon. (:

Action speaks louder than words.

2007-03-19T06:56:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN!

3 DAYS TO BIG DAY! (:

2007-03-19T06:39:00.000+08:00

Its freaking 6.41am and i cant get to sleep.
I am physically tired.
I think i will bury myself with work to keep myself busy on the last week of March.
And i have to stop this freaaking night life soon.
Its doing so bad for my eyes and body.
School is going to start.
Matriculation coming up, which means i have to go back to school for some SIT camp stuff.

Jervis is right. My life is so complicating now.
Compared to last time, life is so much simplier.
Maybe its cause of my emotions that made it so complicating.
BLAH.

I think i will just stay home later. I need a lot of rest. bleah.

stingray, stingrays and more stingrays. I just love them. (:

2007-03-16T04:23:00.000+08:00

12th March 2007

Met Samuel, Justin, Weijie, Jeffery, Zixin, Priscilla, Yin Suan, Wen Hui.
Had dinner @ cine LJS,
then headed to indochine @ taka.
And we are so pathetic.
We only ordered a plate of wedges because we were planning to leave when Lawrence reaches.
Headed to Party World and wooah!
Fun fun! (:
Long since i last had fun though.
After we were done, it was already going 12.
The group disband and i went to meet adam.
Went pubbing.
Blah.
Sing again! lols.

And now i am not feeling lazy, so i am going to post pics to do the talking! (:

Me and Zixin

Me and Samuel

Me and Justin
(Justin says i make me look gay! lmao!)

<3>

And this is adam and me!

2007-03-16T03:25:00.000+08:00

I dont mean that way.
You've once entered my heart.
But right now, i am just trying to treat you as my friend.
And maybe its going to take some time to get back to what we were in Year 1.
Just gimme time alright?

Thank you for your that "coupons".
Its really sweet.
And i appreciate it.
I was controlling my tears that day.
But all is just too late.

Just 6 more days to my birthday.
Will it be a happy one,
Or will it be a sad one?

Adam did tarot reading for me.
And it says,
All that i've lost will come back to me.
True or not true?
But i chose not to believe.
Because i feel that what i've lost is too dear for me to get it back.

2007-03-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

The feeling of being convicted ain't good.
What does people know?
And now i am beginning to question,
How many people i know truly understands me?

And i question,
How many true friends do i have.

2007-03-12T04:36:00.000+08:00

I was listening to this song,

and got emo.

But this song is really great.

2007-03-12T03:03:00.000+08:00

My 19th is approaching.
All i wish is to have a great memorable birthday.
And of course,

A happy one.

all that I dreamed of now, seems so stark.

2007-03-12T02:58:00.000+08:00

I dont know what to say.
I dont know what to do.
I have been feeling so vexed.
So much emotions.

I feel better off dead.

2007-03-08T03:03:00.000+08:00

my mood is just so bad.
Just don't aggravate it.
Thank you very much.

2007-03-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

Currently at Raf's hse!
My mood has turned slightly better because i have a huge turtle named tootie! which is so so adorable! Thanks Adam! Adam is a really great friend of mine. He takes good care of me. Always ensuring that i am not hungry! Haha. And currently i am hugging tootie and blogging. Haha. Going to meet Adam again later at orange. Blah. And i dont know whats wrong earlier on. =\

Blah. Shall update more later. =

15 days more to the big day! (:

2007-03-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

And i forgot to blog about the earthquake in Sumatra? yesterday that happened in the afternoon.

1st tremor was felt at 11plus and the 2nd at 1plus.
And i read the news saying that Toa Payoh was also affected!
And guess what was i doing at that time?
I WAS SLEEPING SOUNDLY! And no one was home!
omgawd. I didn't feel anything at all! And thats bad. What if accident happens at home? I will be dead! ): Sighs.

AND! I have been eating so much recently! Too much good food and its so SINFUL! Roar.
I have to cut it down if not i will grow fatter and fatter! Blah.

My mood ain't good now.
Heard things i am not supposed to hear.
And i fuckingly don't understand what HE and SHE wants.
I feel so convicted now.
And i hate that feeling.
I just feel like slapping HIM and HER. Fuck.

2007-03-07T05:01:00.000+08:00

I am supposed to meet my classmates for bowling session at Orchid club! But i overslept(not surprisingly) because they want to meet at 1pm! Which is so early for me! So i skipped that and went ahead with my afternoon/evening plan with Adam. He wanted to try out the hot-air balloon at i dunno where but i think its at Boat Quay? Yea. But sadly, the weather forbidded us to. So instead we went for dinner at Pasta Fresca. Had potato wedges, lagsana for main course and tiramisu for dessert! Its way too much for me! Burp! Haha. And of course i couldnt finish my food although its delicious! (:

After dinner we went for a walk along the riverside and then after we headed to Orange, a KTV Pub at Serangoon to chill and sing song! Woots. Ordered 2 buckets of Carlsberg(if i am not wrong). Rafael came down to join us but he toook so long to reach. Haha. Never forget to sing my favourite song! liang shan bo yu zhu li ye! (: Chilled till 10plus cause Adam have to leave for work. So me and Rafael had a craving for chomp chomp so we went to withdraw money then to coffee bean for my treat! Whee. Pure Chocolate I LOVE I LOVE! (: Waited for Douglas, Glenn and XuePing to reach then we headed to Chomp Chomp for supper. Ordered stingray, lala, sotongs and fried hokkien mee! I have FINALLY satisfied my craving for STINGRAY! Wooo! Yummy!

Heh. Then i wanted to go home after that so i didnt go to Rafael's house with the rest and took a cab home! (:

Alrights. I HAVE TO REACH SCHOOL BY 845 FOR SOME PBL SYMPOSIUM AND I AM STILL ONLINE. GOSH. BYE! ):

2007-03-06T17:58:00.000+08:00

I have decided to do away with the pics because its giving me headache! My blog goes haywire and i cant seem to update after that. Blah.

Yesterday went town with Jayne Sherry and her SPECIAL guest, PeiLim. Haha. So we ate in town then later we headed to Cafe Delmar in Sentosa to meet up with Petrina and her friend. HMM. Cafe Delmar is definitely a great place to chill. Its like a pub on a beach o.o (does it sound right?). Whatever. There are beds! Haha. And there was this couple on the bed practically making out in front of us! And Jayne can't stop KPO-ing! Had melon breeze. Not bad.

And erms. I am currently LATE! My friend is waiting for me downstairs =s And i am still here blogging. Haha. okays. Edit it later! ^^

[EDIT]
Oh yea. About Cafe Delmar, it is a great place for the couples. Romantic! Great ambience also. Taking a stroll on the beach with cool breeze blowing on your face, holding hand in hand with your loved one. Awww! I would definitely want to go there with my loved one in the future! (:

It was late so we left and Pet's friend drove us back to Toa Payoh! Haha. Had macs for supper and home sweet home after that! Psycho-ed Sherry and Jayne to walk me home cause i am really scared to walk home alone as it was late. HAHA. And they did! =D lovee!

Maybe going for Herstory at Zouk this thurs. A party for the lesbians! Haha. Actually i am not really sure whether to go or not. What am i suppose to do there? Hmm. But i will just go along with my friends if they want to. Blah.

16 more days to the big day! (:
[/EDIT]

2007-03-03T07:15:00.000+08:00

I have decided to update my blog regularly.
Heh.

28th Feb to 1st March 2007.
Didn't manage to sleep at all because Jayne, El, Clare and Vince came over to my place and we played cards and drank Baron mixed with red bull. And everything ended at 4plus? with Jayne and Clare sleeping while me, Vince and El were outside in my living room chatting. I was tired but i didn't sleep because if i sleep, i wont be able to wake up on time to go to school for some training for PBL symposium.

Reached school at 10am and looking at the number of people who turned up, me, Jane and Hazel decided to pon, so we took our attendance and left. Ate Macs breakfast(: and headed to town with Jane darling while Hazel left to meet her bf.

Watched a movie, Seducing Mr. Perfect. Daniel Henney IS A HOTTIE! But sadly, I fell asleep at the ending part WHICH is supposed to be the sweetest part. Aww. I feel like catching that show again! ): After the movie, We went to take neo neos! It has been decades since i last took neos! lols. Then we shopped for shoes! I bought myself a white shoe. And darling got herself a black heels! Roar. I am jealous. She can wear heels and i cant! I cant afford to. ): Blah. I don't know why but recently i have the fetish for white stuff! =\ lols. i got myself a white bag, a white shoe. And i want a wallet from GUESS which is white in colour too! roar. will blog about it later. We did many window shopping and catching up also. (:

And yes! About my white Guess wallet! Haha. today i was bored so i did some online shopping and i saw this wallet that i like!

Suzy slim clutch(white)

Suzy slim clutch white which worth USD$34 and in SGD its $51.90! Don't know whether it will be this cheap though. lols. Then, i saw this wallet! Omg. I fell in love with it instantly!

Paddington slim clutch(blue)
Paddington slim clutch(white)

Paddington slim clutch which cost the same price as the above! They come in 2 colours but i love the white one most! Roar. I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE! I hope SG have it. Blah. Pretty pretty! Sighs. and tmr(which is today) i am so going to shop and check out GUESS stores to see whether they have it! =\

Blah. I am really falling in love with it. Damn.

Ha. Its already 5.53am in the morning and i am not asleep. Jayne is so gonna kill me tmr cause i am supposed to be up early and not drag my time to go out later. Roar. Tmr's plan will be shopping in the afternoon, then to dine's house at night for FUN! =D

lemme dream of my wallet.
*dream dream*
blah.

19 days to the big day! (:

The major update.

2007-02-27T03:59:00.000+08:00

life have been havoc recently.

The break up with the boyfriend.
Continuous Night life.
And many more.

Havoc since valentine's day. so which means my life have been upside down for the past 2 weeks non-stop. Going out till mornings or afternoons then home to change and bathe and out again or to work. Well. Many things happened and i felt so stupid to have fallen for his trap. But luckily i am fine if not i will bring a chopper and chop him up. bleah.

And today i met jayne for dinner at thomson for prata. He came down to find me and pass me a letter. Blah. Talked and chilled with the cockroaches in tpy till 2plus then home sweet home. Oh yea. We saw someone rather familiar who looks like Jianghan's bf. So out of curiosity, I called her and asked with no other intentions. And it seems like she have mistaken us for having some intentions. Oh well. There are always misunderstandings between us. To think i have actually thought of getting back to what we were last time and planned to call her out on my birthday. Well. Guess thats impossible now. =\

Sighs.

To you: Well. all i can say is that everything is too late. What you have said in the letter should have been said when we were together and not now. We can still be friends and maybe we can be like last time in Semester 1. But all i need is time because honestly i am having the hesitation to meet you because there is this weird feeling in me towards you now. I have never wanted to lose you as my friend. Give me some more time alright? Love always hurt if you don't realise. Its just like how you have hurt me when we are together. I cried after i read your letter and i cried after reading your blog. But love is not about sympathy and i told myself to hold my grip and not make another mistake again. The reason that we have broke is simply because we quarrelled way too much and each time it gets more and more unreasonable and i cant take it any longer. Also, i like to have my own freedom and i felt like a caged bird and honestly i like the way i am now. Free. I have actually given you many chances but things are still the same. Ten months of waiting is way too long for me, and i have patience, but there is a limit to it. So what do you understand about love now? Dont you realise its way too late realising it now? Sorry if whatever i have said here will hurt you but i just want to be honest and let you know what i am thinking of instead of lying to you. I really hope that we both can be friends again. I will try. Trust me. (:

Alright. Guess i shall end here. Took a long time to come out with this post. blah.

Ask before you conclude.

24 days to the big day (:

2007-02-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

i am sick of reading this for my student evaluation! since year 1 till now!

here goes :

"I do hope that when the new semester starts you will not be late anymore for your classes! For one, it affects your grades, and another is that you miss what happens during the beginning of class. So don't short change yourself, you are smart and do put in effort to your work!"

hahaha. but my fac still give me Bs for my grade regardless of my lateness. =x
and they say i am SMART =D

wheee. i neeed more retail therapy! i keep thinking about what to buy and where to go for my next shopping trip to get what i want! hoooray! i just bought 2 tops! i think i need to get more. haha. =D

i toook a picture of 1 of the tops i bought in the dressing room! will upload it later =D

2007-01-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

hello to my dusty blogg.
its finally the year 2007! new year new start! with new luck muahaha.
forget about the past and cherish the present. =
haven thought about my resolutions for this year. lazy =x
cause during the hols, i had been busy working and out!

actually i have many things that i want to do! i want to earn more $$! $_$
i want to go for hair treatments!
i want to go for facial!
i want to go newton! chilly crabs (all thanks to jayne yong), stingray and chicken wings!

lalala. any easy big bucks? i hate working in f&b. my hand feeels DRY. like omg. no thanks to cartel! i neeed a hand moisturizer. erms. but i alws forget to buy it for myself =\ it slipped out of that puny brain of mine constantly.

and! i am so tired. oh yea! new resolution! TO SLEEEEP BY 12 on weekdays =x i swear i want to be early for the next 5 weeks of schoool! STRAIGHT As, HERE I COMEEEEE! muahaha.

[EDIT] oh yea. and i <3 jayne and sunlu (: sweeetest things on earth *hugs

BUT i hate jayne too! WHERE IS MY THUMBDRIVEE! OWE THUMBDRIVE PAY THUMBDRIVE HOR! ROAAR [/EDIT]

2006-12-17T04:16:00.000+08:00

working is so tiring especially on the weekends! i cannot take it anymoree.
back aching, leg aching, hands aching!
especially today. omg. cartel is FULL.
EVERYONE asking for bread, MORE bread and MOREEEE BREAD.
i cut bread for HOURS also cannot finish cutting. and all complain say they waited for very long when there are insufficient breads! pissed.

but nvm. after work, met sherry and tng for prata!

we had meehoon goreng, muttoon(mutton) briyani and pratas with teh pings! muahaha.
yummmmmmmy. and we chit chat too. funnny conversation we had. heh.
we were chit chatting then sherry suddenly said:

sherry: she asked me to blog in coffin
me,tng,jayne: huh? why?
sherry: cause i said i couldnt blog in peace. ):

we started bursting out laughing. so funnnny! lols. that made my day though! from this stupid stressful day! heh.

muttooon anyone? (:

2006-11-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

why dont you think of it another way.
why am i treating you like this suddenly?
why do i want the "break" suddenly?

its all because of your huge ego that i cant handle anymore.
i have already told you that your ego is so huge that whenever we quarrel, i am always the one that apologises first, you always think that you are right! and this time we quarrelled over a stupid plate of veggie. you are always making me do things that you like. cant you just love me for who i am? LOVING SOMEONE IS LOVING WHO HE/SHE IS. get it?

you are right. my love for you is not as strong as before. why?
your ego is way too big that we always turn out quarrelling over SMALL matters.
and i totally hate quarrelling!
and your ego is totally me turn off.

i am just so tired that you are making me do things that you like.
go and reflect on it.

who says i dont miss you or not even sad over this whole thing?
do you even know how i cry myself to sleep ?
do you even know how much i missed those happy days together?

whenever i am alone. my mind runs wild.

i have never thought of breaking up with you. i just want a break.
you know what hurts me?

when you said "how am i suppose to love you more?" before we separated to class. so does eating a plate of veggie got to do with loving me??

go reflect.

2006-10-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

i am totally in love with wu zun!
handsome! hott!
wahhaa.
he acted so well in tokyo juilet!
i just realised that he is in a band called fahrenheit. -.-
but what the hell. wu zun alone just rocks (:

i dont wanna work next week! hopefully cartel wont call me :x

2006-10-17T11:44:00.000+08:00

i hate work! omg.
cartel management sucks! roaar.
hate it.
screw it.

2006-10-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

stupid haze!
stupid tree-burning indonesians! roaar.
it makes our air so hard to breathe! so hazy and hard to see.
it makes my eyes all dry whatmore i am wearing contact lens! which makes my eye RED! sob.
all thanks to the haze that blocks the beautiful full moon on mooncake festival!

okays. but goood news is that the PSI has definitely gotten lower! woohoo. the sky looks more clear now! (:

there are many things i would like to say but somethings should be kept (:
okays. nvm.

btw, i am working again tmr! closing again. sad. i am so tired today. i have to slp early tonight and wake up on time for school! ): luckily wednesday is an off-day. if not i will die of tiredness. blahh.

and today i was so bored that i surfed blogs and read xiaxue's blog. her entry regarding about "weak woman" makes me think and pity the victim! i shall post it here.

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quoted from xiaxue's blog:

" Momo told me about this unfortunate client of hers whose husband fucked the maid.

GROSS.

The poor lady came over to our place and stayed for hours, not willing to go home to see witness her poor plight.

Now she is not a looker, and is really softspoken. She had school till sec 4 maybe, and since then have worked in her husband's minimart (who is owned by the mother-in-law) all her life, slogging and giving birth to 4 children for him. (1 mth to 6 years old)

The husband then had a freaking affair with the maid, and guess what? HE WANTED HER TO STAY ON IN THE FAMILY! He wanted the wife to accept that he was in love with her, and that she was to not send the maid back!

THEN WHAT THE CHILDREN GROW UP TO CALL THE MAID MOM AH?!

I CANNOT believe that that guy had the atrocity to have such a demand at all!

The stupid wife wanted to send the maid back, but the husband found the hidden passport and kept it, so she (said) she couldn't do anything. *roll eyes*

All she did was to cry.

The husband and the maid would disappear for hours on end, leaving the minimart and children under her care, and they would COME BACK WITH LOVE BITES ALL OVER.

As if it's not enough, the maid also didn't do her work, and would hit the kids and pull their hair! OMG. It's a one month old baby, and the wife let the slut maid take care of her kids! How stupid is she?

The maid would also throw things around when she is angry, and the HUSBAND DOESN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

Can you imagine? Not only you have to live in the same damn house as the other cheap woman your husband is fucking, you have to pay her money, and also take in her tantrums!

Wah that maid is really horrible.

The cb husband would fondle and massage the maid publicly in the minimart, and there was once an auntie who was a regular customer came in, went to the cashier, and told the wife, "Wah, can like that, very good hor, do work for you, and can touch her somemore! Can like that ah?" in Hokkien.

The wife just kept quiet, and at night, she told the husband not to do such things in public (what, only in public cannot ah?!), because people will talk.

The husband shouted at her back again, so she called Momo to cry.

-_-

And oh yeah. When the husband and wife quarrels, the maid would stand at the side and SNIGGER.

Oh I tell you, if that maid is mine she would have been slapped around 10 thousand times already. In fact, I might bite off her nipple. Both of them. (Joke, get it?)

I was like, "Why doesn't she tell the agency that the maid has been doing this?" but Momo said that she was afraid the husband would have to go to jail for fucking the help. WHICH HE TOTALLY DESERVES I SAY!

Anyway, so this silly wife didn't do anything, until Momo, being a heroine, stepped in and, together with the wife's brother, had an ultimatum showdown with the husband.

Either he gives the passport to them, or they will report him to Ministry of Manpower and make him go to damn jail! (which is too good for unrepenting scum like that)

So he did (give the passport, not go to jail), and the maid was sent back today. In the airport she kept sms-ing the husband, and when the agency people told her to stop, she went to throw another fit and broke her sim-card in half.

OMG, I really need to box her so bad.

Today's juicy news just came in, and the man told Momo that he is gonna divorce his wife and use his mom's name to bring the maid back into Singapore again coz he really loves her and he wants to "pursue his dreams".

Momo told him that if your dreams hurt so many people please go and die or something like that.

Please lar, that naive man thinks the maid really loves him. He is like 50, fat, and poor, while the maid is like my age! Nobody but his stupid wife would slog from 6am till 12 midnight everyday for him. Asshole, hope he burns in hell!

4 kids! Poor darlings.

I don't even understand why she doesn't want to divorce him! I will never accept a man who cheated on me with the maid. Goodness knows what 3rd-world STD she has!

I'd ask Momo for the maid's name tomorrow. Maybe we should write a petition to ask MOM to not allow her back in our country. Bloody home wrecker. "

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pooor wife. and stupid husband. the husband should be burnt in hell for treating her wife like that! wah laos. somemore get touchy in the public in front of her wife! what kind of husband is that?!?! feel sad for the pooor wife. hope all is well for her (:

BLAHH.

2006-10-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

tired.
tired.
tired!!
[ hoho. does it looook familiar? (x ]

i am in school now! but guess where i am! i am in the library's cafee! woots.
i am supposed to reformat my lappy. but they told me to come tmr as they have a LOT of lappies to reformat! ahaha. i saw and i was like WOAH. stunned. ok. i shall come tmr, be a typical kiasu singaporean and leave my lappy with the IT helpdesk! hoho. :x

oh yes. cont to why i am in the library's cafe instead of my classroom. because firstly i am supposed to reformat which failed to. secondly, today's lesson sucks. all about PHP! omg. ): and i came late + no moood + slpy! hoho. so i left class (: yays. a good choice also. ^^ i want to go home and SLEEEEEEP. but i have meeting later! ):

The past few days have been meeting up with jayne and cherine consecutively! hoho. updating sessions for each and every of us. and rather disappointing too. how one changes so fast.. or rather haven changed. well, hopefully all goes well (: i want jayne and cherine to be happpy ^^

i know the feeling of being accused of and branded ugly-ly isnt nicee. whatmore you werent given a chance to speak! i feel for you. cheeer up! hoho. you still have us! (:

and jayne! please be more understanding! i know i know. i darent defy. because i dun want troubles! and i hate quarrels you know. ): maybe my future will be like a henpecked wife =i dont know. i will make it up to you jayne! promised! (x

sighs.

by the way, the past few days, i have beenhaving sweeet dreams! (:
it makes me smile when i wakes up!
blahh.
how i wish i could have it everyday, and my life would be much happier although it is only a dream. (:

and lastly,

afterall, i still dont understand what guys are thinking.
BLAH.

2006-10-02T10:44:00.000+08:00

oh yea.
finally,
gooodbye to Student Ambassador (:
i dont know whether should i go YAY or boo ):
ok nvm. they have already given me a lot of chances but i just refused to add in more events to my already tight schedule. hoho.
let it go ~
i shall concentrate on SIT Cypher! (:
maybe it is a good thing that i am out of SA. because SA system has changed. and i guess it will become more political? haha. and i hate political issues. SA will no longer be like a family? we shall see. so..
best wishes to those who are still in SA! (:

[EDIT]
haven't been feeling happy recently.
or rather, i have been sad for the past few days.
actually, i dont know whether i should post this. because it have been kept within me and its

getting out of control.
i dont understand why guys, their ego.
to me, it is totally intolerant.

i know i am stupid.
i know i am slow.
i know i am blur.

but i am still a girl who

wishes for her bf to sayang her.
wishes for her bf to "hong" her when she is upset.
wishes for her bf to give in to her.
wishes for her bf to surprise her.
wishes for her bf to give her lovee.
wishes for her bf to send her flowers occassionally.

you said you treat me well.
but if i would choose, i would rather you treat me well in terms of those abovee i have listed.
and not buying things for me, paying things for me.. these arent what i wish for more than those listed on top. i know you will say that i am a typical girl who wants her bf to "hong", "give in", buy roses. but i am those type of typical girl who only wishes for a simple love. i know that you are temperamental, impatient and you have your ego. but i would just love it if you stop scolding me over minute matters. be more patient with me as you know i am slow. i will really be happy. i feel sad whenever you scold me over minute matters. do you know? whenever we quarrel, you always feel that you are right. maybe it is just your ego that refuses to admit. end up, i will have to give in and apologize instead.

sighs.
[/EDIT]

love me for a reason;
let the reason be lovee.

Good Morning COMMANDO!

2006-09-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

haha. how lucky can i get.
roaar.
i have a COMMANDO for my IT Security module! omg.
tio the same fac as priscilla and zixin! and heard that he is ... like a commando. roaar.

cause. i came in late for class. then.
he said "Good morning"
but i didnt hear. so he said "Good Morning" again.
and i recalled what pris told me, so i replied. haha.

and his rules are like so lame la!
here are his rules :-

During lessons, no picking up of calls or using of Handphone.
Silent your phone at all time in class.
No listening to music during lessons.
WHEN taking attendance, say "YES" instead of "HERE"

and alot more. i have alr forgotten. ha.
oh. and he doesnt leave the class until 4pm. lols.
and he talks very loud. like a commando!
thus he is given the nickname "commando". haha. He gives lame comments and will suan you. and he gives me the creeps. cause he likes to walk around. and he likes to see what you do. and he gives lame comments about it! haha. stupid la.

overall he jus gimme the creeps. but 1 good thing is that his lesson is fast! haha. 3rd meeting starts at 2pm and ends at 3pm! haha. woots. loving it. if only every fac is as fast as him. bleh.

oh yea. gonna have SIT meeting later. hope it will be a short one cause gonna catch a movie after the meeting! hoho. lucky i do not have to work today! if not i will be so tired. bleh. (:

ok la. shall go and do my quiz and all. (:

2006-09-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

do you know how much i hate RPNET connection right now?
its getting annoying because the internet takes SO long to load that i get bored!
i was surfing my friendster as usual and it toook like 30mins to load ONE freaking page. lmao.
RPNET needs to do sth. or issit just my lappy? i dont know. i jus kenna-ed a worm in my lappy! and i DONT KNOW how the hell i got it!

I dont surf porn.
I dont surf hacking webbies.

How did i get it!??! roaars. nvm.

oh yea. yesterday was my cousin's 21st bdae! woohoo. he was being soooo nice. that he called us at 4plus to inform us about his celebration when it starts at 6! how sincere! roaar. and what more i didnt really wan to go. but went ahead to give him face. haha. my cousin grew TALLER! omgg. i stood beside him and he is like ONE head taller then me! HOHO. ~~my ideal bf height!~~ :x ahhh.

Met up with my cousins after so long! hoho. and bleah. i think i really dunno how to cut a cake. roaar. i was asked to help him cut cake while he serve. -.- how ugly-ly i cut! erms. wanted to take a picture of it. but haha. its too ugly to be taken. but nvm. he said its ok. edible can alr! haha.

oh yes! on saturday, i went out with baby! went cartel! we wanted PS cartel but when we reached there, woahh! long queue! so we headed to cine and ta-da. cine lesser pple? ha. and it was my treat for my first pay! (: hope baby likes it! ^^ and then we took many pictures too! blahh. maybe i will upload it soon (: hoho. depends if i am lazy or not. blehh.

and! my mummmy jus set up a small business for herself! haha. omg. i dunno why she did. maybe she got too much to spend? sighs. why. spend it on me ma. roaar. she is opening a sundry shop. sell clothes! haha. erms. but i wonder what kind of clothes though. -.- AND i told her my business strategy! i have alws wanted to set up a small business for myself. but i need capital! ):
she told me to go and find the suppliers and blah blah. dunno la. roar. how am i going to find.

and lastly, what i have to say is..

..
...

POOOOF. i am gone for now. brain stuck. hoho. forgot what i wanted to blog. :x

WHEEEEE~

No Promises!

2006-09-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school.
and i am doing it badly.
i mean.

I STILL WAKE UP LATE FOR SCHOOL! ):

i am sad. disappointed! how can i be late for like the 1st weeek of school? i am soooo used to slping late and waking up late everyday that my human clock seems to go bonkers right now as i am trying to turn it back to normal ):

it went bonkers that i kept YAWNING and YAWNING and YAWNING in class! omgg. ): i think my fac will have a bad inpression on me! hoho.

oh yes. yesterday i had Web Application Development! ha. my fac is an ang moh lang! and he talks ALOT! which makes my class ends late ): and what more, 1st lesson will alws be the easiest! imagine when the problem gets complicated! i think he will talk till sun set!

erms. new class. new pple once again. time to readapt to changes again. sighs. sucks la. i love my sem 1 class! the facs are great, classmates are great too! stepping into the new class makes me miss my old class alot.

and i am yawning again! gosh! i have to find something to do before i start falling aslp again!

oh no. i am getting more and more.. tired le ):

i feel like napping ):
sobs.

2006-09-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

so bored.
so i shall just list down what i want to buy!

hoho.
firstly, i want more tops! hoho.
saw some at topshop. zara too.
i also want to get more pants. erms. three quarts, jeans, omgg.
next, i want a new phone. ROAR.
i still love samsung D820! woots.
or samsung D520 also can. hahas.
i also want to get a new Mp3! roar. currently minee is lousy brand. digitech. made in singapore. roar. i so regretted getting that because i could actually gotten a better one. sighs. and it only have 1gb memory. bleh! its like an IPOD Nano imitation.
and lastly, i want more money so that i can fulfill my wishlist! hehehe.

actually, i am looking forward to wednesday!
heh. because i haven met baby and go out with him with sometime alr! PLUS!
he is busy this week! ): anws, this thursday, the 14th marks our 7th month (: woots. but on thurs, baby is going to batam with his company mates to come contact lens factory trip. -.- so we will be celebrating it earlier ^^

erms. actually i have nothing to blogg. but i feel like blogging.
maybe i should find something to blogg. erms.

OH YA! i saw ALOT of nice necklace! omggggg. in marina squaree. shop name: diva. heh. they have really nice necklaces. i lovee it! was so tempted to buy alot of them ok! sob ):

and. .

...

i really have nth in my head to blogg about already. roar.
ok. i think i shall stop here before i start spouting nonsense. heh. -.-

2006-09-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

i am starting to hate work.
work sucks for me now because I HATE MY MANAGER LA!
CHICKEN MCNUGGET! ROAAR!
she has like something against me liddat.
everytime i see her, she gives the xia lan face (*oops).
that makes me wanna slap her! roaar.

yesterday i worked. from 6 to 2am.
did host and it was freaking boring. because i had to stand there till like 9plus! and why do i always get to be host! roaar. i dun likeee. i rather server 2. because i can cut bread. pour water. serve them. take order (if needed). clear up. these make my time pass faster RATHER then STANDING OUTSIDE like an idiot starring into space, and guiding customers in. ROAR.

I did host yesterday. she like keep picking on me la! always come out, give that xialan face, and tell me this and that. she said. WHEN TURN ARD THAT TIME DUN TURN SO FAST! CAUSE MY LONG PONY TAIL WILL PIAK "OUR CUSTOMERS" FACE. ROAR. and THAT GIRL WASNT EVEN OUR CUSTOMER LA. SHE WAS MERELY ASKING FOR DIRECTIONS! AND IT WAS ONLY EVEN ONE TIME. AND I DIDNT EVEN KNOW SHE WAS AT THE BACK LA. LIDDAT ALSO WANT TO SAY. WHATMORE, THERE IS SOME DISTANCE BETWEEN THE CAFE AND THE PLACE I AM STANDING. SO WTH. ROAR.

and there was this customer that booked some tables and i reserved for them. then some of their friends came unknowingly when i was serving the other customers. then she said. DID YOU SEE NEW CUSTOMERS COMING IN? DID YOU GUIDE THEM TO THAT TABLE? WHY WERE THEY SEATED WITH NO MENUS ON THE TABLE?!

she also said. WHEN YOU GUIDE CUSTOMERS IN, AND THERE ISNT ANY MENUS ON THE TABLE, BRING THEM THE MENU.. BLAH BLAHH. AND THATS THE BASIC JOB FOR A HOST.

WHAT MORE, SHE TALKS IN THAT XIA LAN VOICE. LIKE SHE HATES ME OR SOMETHING.

for gooodness sakee. IT WAS ONLY MY SECOND TIME LA. THE FIRST TIME I DO HOST. NO ONE TAUGHT ME ANYTHING LA. WTH. WHAT I WAS TAUGHT WAS, TO STAND THERE, GUIDE THEM IN. FULL STOP. AND ITS MY FREAKING FIRST TIME WORKING IN FNB!

GO AND COMMENT ON OTHERS BEFORE COMMENTING ME. ROAAR.

ROAAR. and! i am the host. and usually, host usually can go off at 11pm or earlier. but i was given the schedule to work till closing. means. 2am. sobs. newbieee ma. so bully me! nobody wants to do closing la. lols.

then. after work. i accidentally punched my card at 1.57am >< she @#!$&! yea. i know thats my fault la. as usual, her xialan tone tones me off completely. then AFTER work, while waiting for the van, she asked me to go over to her and she said. DO YOU THINK JUS NOW I WAS SCOLDING YOU? i replied. which one? SHE SAID. THE PUNCH CARD ONE. i said. abit la. SHE SAID. THAT WASNT SCOLDING ALR BLAH BLAH. WHEN I SCOLD PPLE I REALLY SCOLD. BLAHH.

gimme a break man. after work also wanna lecture. roarr.
sighs. i totally hate work now. especially when she is working! i prefer the other manager. stuart. he is much nicer then her la. more friendly! but he seldom do night shift! TT

and this time SHE didnt sms me for my schedule for next week. so i am not gg to care. maybe after 1 week i will get better and maybe i will miss her. puiis.

oh yes! jayne qibing and peizhen camee. chat awhile while passing my time.
then baby came! <3
he came with his friend. they ate and he bought my m&m kisses! chocolates! ^^ so sweet of him.
so i ate those chocolates to keep myself full. i mean. i was really very hungry right then. and when i serve those customers, i loook at their foood and frown. and i start dreaming about what to eat and all. blahh. poor me. only got to eat maggie mee before work! droooools.

yea.
i feel so much better after ranting! wooots.
and now i am signing off! TT
ROAAR.

2006-08-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

wooohooo!
1 more day to schoool holidays!
i am so looking forward to this day! (:

oh yea. i got myself a job in cartel! woots. will be joining jayne to work.
no more bummings! no more laziness! wooots!
i am actually quite excited to start work, cause i have never worked in F&B line before.
i heard that waiter/waitress gets frustrated with picky customers! but hope all will go well for me! (:

i have many plans for this hols!
work, chalets, meetings, outings! (:

oh yea. i have been having alot of weird dreams lately!
i had many sad dreams too. ):
i dreamt that my baby doesnt want me anymore! x(
its like i am always dreaming of that! i dun understand why.
maybe its just a sign to tell me to treasure him more
to love him more (:
i just love spending my days with baby! (:

promise <3

2006-08-19T03:29:00.000+08:00

no matter what happens, even if the whole world turns it's back against you, you still have me to be with you (:

always.

<3

pon school!

2006-08-05T02:33:00.000+08:00

hahas.
java lesson today but i pon with some of my classmates!
hoho. because i am feeling so siann staying behind in class for the lesson.
but i came early to school today! haha. botak head(my java fac) was rather happy
that i came early! haha. woots.

oh yea. there were a total of 6 people who ponned class today. we went partyworld to sing song!
hahaa. i had fun! (: then after that, we headed to sakae for our lunch/dinner?! yea. yummmy sushi! (:

oh. but i feel so bad and would like to apologise to my baby! ): i know that he have a performance today but i gave it a miss and went ahead with my classmates! sorry baby! ): i will definitely catch your performance on superstars! (:

i am so tired! i need a long break! but only erms. 2 weeks later?
bleahs.

update!

2006-08-03T14:49:00.000+08:00

hoho.
ima proud of myself.
cause i have been doing several updates to my blog recently!
maybe cause i am feeling bored or sth.

or maybe i am getting back my habit of blogging frequently!
heh.
feeling rather siann today.
datacommunication!!
now everything is theory based and yes. its getting much easier.
but more siann. ):

and oh yes! my school hols will be coming soon!
woots. happy happy me!
i wanna catch up with lots of people during my hols.

with jane, tricia, hazel, jayne, jiang, cherine!! ahhh.
i miss jayne jiang and cherine! ):
a must to meet them soon ^^

heh. woots. i have gotten my pay.
happy me! time to shop!
cant wait! (:

random post.
bumps.

life's like this

2006-08-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

well.
i have been denying to myself.
on how life is like.
well. deception always seem to fail.

perhaps its something i will never figure and take it.
i cant believe how hypocritical 1 person can get.
how people contradicts themselves.

i still remember how much they dislike this person.
then suddenly.
they are finee.
as if nothing has happened.

this is how hypocritical a girl can get!
and it makes me feel really disgusted.
ahh. why.
i cant seem to come to terms with it.
its seem so hard for me to just accept it!

ahh. maybe i shouldnt think about it too much.
bumps!

sway day!

2006-08-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

omg!
what a sway day yesterday!

Firstly,
during our fliming, we were disturbed by a dog at a nearby construction area.
Secondly,
MY SLIPPERS BROKE!
thirdly,
i met a mad man on my way home! ):
me and baby were on the train on our way homee
we were chatting happily and
suddenly, a boy who sat from the other side, came to sit opposite us.
i thought nothing is wrong but he keep looking at our direction.

i felt weird but didnt want to think so much when my baby alighted.
when the train left, baby called me to ask me to alight the train at khatib.
i refused to alight because i didnt thought much.
but baby insisted so i alighted.

coincidentally, he alighted too! and he sat at the bench.
starting to feel frightened, i walk towards to the middle platform and from the corner of my eyes, he tailed me! omg. i almost cried. ):

then luckily, the jurong east train came and i immediately ran in.
phew. luckily he couldnt catch up!
frightening! ):

went back to sembawang to meet baby, still feeling frightened, i thought baby will send me home. but he didnt! ):
bleahh. was a little sad that he rather rush back home to catch his show then to send me home! ):
wells. guys... @#@!$@

haik.
oh yea. flimming has finally come to an end! woots.
but i feel that our team's mtv aint that good. bleahh.
RP maybe going cashless soon! -.-
i am part of the committee in this huge project!
busy busy me!

alrights. its 7pm. school library is closing soon! time to run! ^^

a little jewel

2006-07-23T02:38:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg !!

i think i shouldnt shop at all.
it makes me sad.
because! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS IN MIND TO BUY NOW
AFTER SHOPPPPINGGG! ROAR.

i fell in lovee with alot of necklace in this shop located somewhere in marina sq.
they are just so so so pretttttttty. omgg.

i want to buy a lot of earrrings! ahh.

practically, i just want to buy a lot of accessories! (:

oh. i want to buy more shirts!

more pants!
more shorts!
more shoes!
i wanna have a haircut!
get new specs!

gulps.

bleh.
i am so tired now. and i am glad that my human clock is working perfectly fine! lols.
if i stay up any longer, i will feel tired, compared to last time. bleh.

woots. alrights. shall head to bed now! (:

happily ever after (:

2006-06-26T14:50:00.000+08:00

having web multimedia now.
did animation which was fun (:
but i took a long time to complete
that i did not have enough time to have lunch with baby. ):
but he bought me a packet of fries to keep my stomach a lil satisfied
although the fries doesnt taste that good.
hehe.

anws. finally met up with jayne and cherinee.
lols. yea. went for cherine's confirmation which starts at 930am.
but me and jayne were late for it.
then after,
we headed to town.
tiffane was working in chippy in far east plaza.
hahas. went to ka jiao her a bit then left for shopping!

we shopped for long hours but only jayne and cherine bought something
while i didnt as i do not have money fo shopping!
i am waiting for my pay to comee which is like in july! roar.
i have things in mind to buy but!
sad. nvm.

watched a lot of movies with baby during the past few weeks.
watched garfield, cars, just my luck, x men, da vinci and many many more ^^
nice to watch. heh. (:

sian. having database UT later. i am not even prepared at all.
bleahh. gonna read through the ppt briefly now.
ciaos.

feastONE: Seoul Garden

2006-05-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

Date: 24th May 2006
Time: 11.45pm

yipppeee.
went for recee trip to sabritium camp (dont know how to spell)
sleeeping condition sucks. We are practically going to sleep on wood! eeks.
i am so not looking forward for the camp! =x bleahhs.

After the trip,
went shopping with tricia, samantha and jane darlings at United Square. Went there because they have not been there before -.- Yepps. and had free Seoul Garden in Taka! woots. For the SIT MCs only. hahahaha. =x yays. but i did not eat much. dunno why. not much appetite i guess. heh.

oh ya.
my bad.
i did something wrong and i am feeling guilty about it!
): i have been so caught up with my meetings and school works
that i have lost track of time! I'm sorry ok? ):
my bad for not able to wish you happy birthday.
anws, i understand what you have wrote in ur blogg.
i still treasure you! all the time spent together! how can i forget?
you are of course, still as dear to me. (:
yes. we will meet up soon ok? thats a promise.
i miss you too girl. i will call you guys up after confirming my new job alright? (:
anws.

Happy Belated Birthday to my Beloved Jiangg!! (:

hais.
oh yea.
i finally gotten myself a job.
for 8 weeks only. heh.
in ABN amro bank.
heh. not too sure what will i be doing and what they expect.
i have just sent my resume and hopefully i didnt screw it up! =x hehs.

Cypher Camp!

2006-05-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

woot!
less burden off my mind.
Cypher Camp is over and done with! heh.
4 days 3 nights camp. (:
anyways, the attendance werent that good. only like 100++ came.
due to the cause that many were busy during the weekends and all. blahh.
but its ok! less work for admin. =x
doing administrative is super boring.
all i did was sit in the admin desk with tricia and jane darlingg for the 1st and 2nd day. omg. we were practically rotting there. All we did was IMing away, or playing some lame flash games. lol. all we did was eat and sit and sleeep! lol. we had to jaguar all the cha pa langs and wait for more campers to sign in or sign out for in case. bleah.

uh huh. but for the 3rd day, me and jane bth alr. we so wanted to get out of the room and do some events preparation! therefore, we helped out in the Ghost Trail. lol.

oh yea. we had night walk! ghost trail. lol. it was so successful that 1 malay girl fainted! she claimed that she saw her brother's spirit! omg. she had hypertension and fainted! as for the malays, when a person dies, they will wrapped the person's body up! that was what she saw and initially, we had a mummy character in the trail but he had to leave the camp so our mummy char is off! it was scary! we were on duty and suddenly we received a news on the talkie. It was so serious that all the malay girls were asked to report to the foyer and start praying for her. and it was reported that they feel weak suddenly during the prayer. scary! OMG. overall, the ghost trail was scary! if i am one of the participants, i will be scared out of my wits man! Oh yea. we had a SCREAM character too! which TOTALLY freaked me out! that was the thing that made me screamed out so loud! omg. the toilet station is also scary. haha. but actually i know what the toilet station was about, instead of them playing me, i played them! =D lol.

overall, the camp was alright la. although our time management sucks, at least we are glad to see that the campers did enjoy! see how bonded they are makes me haapppy! lol.

tiring camp it was, but it was fun! =D heh.
oh yea. we had money remaining and hahahah.
we planned to have a feast with the MCs sooon! =D
whee. FEAST! =DD
i cant wait! =x

free movie tixs! =D

2006-04-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

Date: 23rd April 2006

hoho.
met baby yesterday and we went to collect my lappy!
lappy is back with 7 virus found -.-
gonna go reformat on monday. heh heh.
and someone was giving out flyers at the mrt station.
it was free movie tickets at the new cathay cinema! haha.
he is so kiasu. want to take more. so he walked up and down the escalator and we got 9 free tix! =D kiasu baby. lol.

watched Eight Below yesterday. some of the dogs are cute! =D smart dogs. movie is not so bad. nice to watch la. hehe. and at first i didnt know whats this movie abt and baby told me its a horror film where the dogs kill and eat human o.0 i gave the =s look when he told me! and went we went back up to the box office before the movie starts, i went to look at the bulletins. -.-
cant believe that i actually believed! hurr. nehhs.

went window shop yesterday. heh.
i saw a few shirts that i likeee.
alrights. time to save money! =D
i wanna buy them hopefully by next week (:

school tmr! sucks.
tiring and sleepy lessons again =x
in RP there is only ONE canteen which can only cater prolly around 1k plus people. o.0
where are the rest of the 7 canteens! hur hur. and heh. the only food i like in RP is the you mian! =D yays. its niceee. hehe. i tried hot and spicy you mian too. but it is way too spicy that i ate half or less than that and i gavee up. my mouth was practically battling against chilli! >< bleahhs.

oh yea. did i say? i received belated presents from jane, tri and sam darlings! =D and from hong yuan too. 3 presents from them. and "coincidentally" hong yuan and jane bought the present at the same shop! hurhur. so coincidence! heh. but i love all the presents anws! =D

alrights! time to do up a blogg for baby. hehe. (:
sayoo =D

i'm a pig ><

2006-04-21T09:29:00.000+08:00

Date: 21st April 2006

hur hur.
i feeel so refreshed. heh heh.
reached home, lie on my bed, AND I SLEPT MY WAY THROUGH.
OMG. i was so tired. i woke up a number of times cause baby called.
he woke me up. and i told myself to wash up then sleeep again. but i was too tired to even able to get out of my bed. my bed is too comfortable (:

hehe. database system today.
quite easy. but hur hur. i needa go IT helpdesk. -.-
blahh. couldnt install some programs needed for this module.
bleahh. oh yea. i needa go fujitsu again after school. heh.
they will be babysitting my lappy for 1 or 2 days! ><
hurhurr. no dota or maple tonight.
unless i transfer the Dota files from my lappy to my house com using my thumbie.
but. my thumbie has only got 256MB hurhur.

alrighto. i am hungryyy ><
just nice. its my break! time to eat! =P

friends?

2006-04-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

Date: 20th April 2006

Web multimedia is good today.
although today's problem was a little -.-
and as usual. i feeel sleepy again. hurhur. i dont know why. why do i always feel sleepy?
maybe its too comfy alr. aircon and wearing a jacket which makes me warm! hur hur.

last night i was thinking. what's friends?
i guess in the end, i am bad at making friends.
maybe i should look out moree. be more aware.
i had enough. ~~of getting hurt.~~

oh whatever. i am tired. i am going to have SIT meeting sooon. bumps.
=\

Orient-Programming Sucks

2006-04-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Date: 18th April 2006

hur hur. programming sucks. i dont understand a single thing man. its confusing ): and it BORES ME OFF. makes me sleeepy even though i am trying to pay attention. bleahhs. and when i stepped into class, i saw two 30 year old guys in my class.
and thought that they could be sit-in facs.
but i looked into their lappy and saw the LEO workspace which is meant for students.
lol. first time though. hur hur. Hardworking Adults! (:

heh. Second day of school and school is finee.
though the classroom is like SUPER cold.
and the school is like so big that i almost got lost on the first day!
HAHA.
but connection sucks.
just moved. so i forgive RP. hur hur.
but its annoying.

oh yes!
i decided to stay in SA i guess.
afterall.
cause i will miss my darlinggs.
and! thats the cca where i earn a lot of CE points!
heh heh. PERSERVERE i shall (:

OFF day tooomolo!
wooots! (:
and outing tmr with the usuals! (:
yays. long since we went out together since hols. hurr.

and yes. my lesson ended. like finally.
a super boring lesson.
i tried to pay attention and get myself interested.
but heh heh. MSN is such a distraction! =x

New template!
i like this template. hur hur.
niceee (:
thats my opinion though. heh

alrighto. time for DOTA! (:
ciaos =D

fujitsu sucks ):

2006-04-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

Date: 16th April 2006

SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR! i am still in my holiday-ing moood. sianns. nvm. tahan for 2 months and hols again! =D and now wednesday is my off day! yays. thats an advantage of being a Year 2. but but! i am gonnaa start learning IT! OMG. hope the lesson wont bore me off.

yays. my lappy is finee! (: went down to fujitsu with baby. hurr. almost had to pay 84bucks for ONLY the service charge! -.- lucky for me. its not my fault. so they waive the service charge this time round =D lucky day for me. hehe. changed my switch board and fan for FOC. (: Fujitsu sucks la. they lovee to cheat pple's money. cheat my money. hurrrr.

oh yea. opened my school mailbox, received an email from my Student Ambassador VP, attached with a letter =s

To: Chua Ming Jie

RE: Letter of Warning for Inadequate Performance for AY05/06

As you know, appointments as Republic Polytechnic’s Student Ambassadors are valid on an academic year basis, and renewal is subject to consistently satisfactory performance. The Student Ambassador’s Management Committee has reviewed your attendance, level of participation and quality of participation, and is concerned that you have displayed inadequate performance that may jeopardize your reappointment for this academic year. This letter is to advice you that your performance is currently under probationary review. We sincerely hope that you will reflect on your performance and commitment to the IG over the past semester, and take action to increase your general performance and commitment to the ambassadors.republic as well as its activities. We very much appreciate your past contributions to ambassadors.republic and would very much like to see you be a consistently active and valued member that will contribute to the growth of the IG and in return find personal growth and fulfillment through your active participation in the activities of the IG. Please do not hesitate to contact me if you have any questions.

Regards,
Felicia Hu
Acting President
ambassadors.republic

zzz. HAZEL! did you receive this too? =s haiks. sch starting tmr. oh yea, i am repeating myself again. dammit. school is far this time. at WOODLANDS. now i have to leave house at 715? hurr. wake up at 6plus. i feel like a sec school kid man. wake up at 6 plus. -.- i need more sleeeeep. heh.

oh yea. new semester starting. new friends, new class, new school. class rooster is out. and i dont know anyone in my class. dammit. hope there aint any cha pa lang people in my class! =x